My Hand is Yours to Hold ♥

My Hand is Yours to Hold - Josh Golden    

     Do you remember the night when I told you that I was glad that you moved away from here? And you got mad?  And then I told you that my reason was because I didn't want this horrid place to ruin you?

     Well, I have a confession to make.

     That's not exactly true.
     Yes, I am glad you moved, but not for the reason I told you.

     I'm glad you moved when you did, because I fear that I would've have fallen in love with you.

     Yes, I love you now, but things would have been way different if you hadn't moved away when you did.  As we both know, it takes me a long time to trust someone, so the longer you stayed here, the worse you moving would have been.  And I know that I couldn't have handled it.  It would have literally broken my heart.

     So, as much as I hate to say it, you moving away was probably the best for both of us.

     Hopefully, you will understand.  One day. :/