Another Side of You

    Here we sit.

     Another night where one of us is busy, yet the other is willing to stay up all night just to be able to text for a while.

     Unfortunately, it's also one of those nights when he's mad.  And not like the "I'm-a-little-irritated" mad;  this time it's the "you-better-stay-away-from-me-because-I'm-so-mad-that-I-will-probably-bite-you-and-I-really-don't-want-to-do-that-because-I'll-then-make-you-extremely-upset" type of mad.  But.  There's nothing I'd rather be doing than talking to him right now.  The reason I chose that song for today is because it talks about how he loves his wife's flaws and how it makes him love her even more.  I feel that exact way about him... Even when he's in a really bad mood, I can always find something about him that I love.  I feel as though it helps me learn to know what "true love" is.  ( Whether this is it or not, I still have yet to figure out.  Hopefully, I'll figure it out soon so I can figure out what I need to do about the rest of my life...)  He is, without a doubt, the only person that I can deal with constantly, and the only person who seems to care about me and my life even during the dull and mundane times.  And for the record:  Yes, we fight;  actually, we fight a pretty good bit, and I'm not trying to make whatever this is look like it's perfect, because it's not;  but even when we do fight or argue, he doesn't hold it against me.  He has learned to give me a little space right after it, but he will always text me later that night to remind me that he's still there for me, and that he doesn't want whatever stupid thing we were arguing over to get in the way of what we have.

     For some reason, I feel that there's something different about this.

     Something that I've never had before, and that will hopefully change my life for the better.

     And something that the people in MY life who are important to me (my parents, Ryan, and Hayden) will one day understand.