Remind Me: Do I ♥

    Four days.
     It has been four days since we have had an actual conversation. One that would even slightly be considered speaking to each other...

     I really don't understand how it got here so fast.

     One moment, he was begging me to wake up in the morning so that we could talk. He wore "the" shirt that I got him, and said it was lucky. He was once again asking me about what I thought he should do about his life situations. He was, as usual, calling me to vent to because he claimed that I "always know how to help." We made plans for him to come here during the holidays. He was calling me yours. For the first time in forever. And now there's just nothing.

    I had even figured out what I was going to get him as a Christmas/birthday present... It was something huge, too. We were going to go somewhere that he has always wanted to go, because he's such a big fan of them, but haven't been. Yet. Now it probably won't happen...

     (Or maybe it will. I guess we'll have to see...)

     And, also for the first time in forever, he broke a promise to me. Yes, it may have been a little one, but it was at a time when I really needed him to be there for me. I never imagined that he would be one of the people who would possibly walk out of my life. So, if he would, please let me know if that's his decision now...

"Do I have your love?"

"Am I still enough?"

"Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely?"

"Do I just need to give up and get on with my life?"

I realize that this isn't exactly the best way to figure out what's going on, but it's pretty much the only way I've got...

If I did something wrong,